It’s strange, isn’t it? The way you push people away. So many questions. Do friends come close only when there are selfish reasons? Do people only like you because you have something that benefits them? Is it because you are momentarily likeable, or because you have what they aim to gain? There’s a form of […]
We used to call it a timeline. Now it’s called a feed. Think about that for a moment. A feed. The mental image it produces is not a pleasant one—cattle, standing in a row, being presented with whatever they’re given that day. And somewhere along the way, that became us. Heads down, screens up, consuming
To start this off, I’m surprised it has been this long for my stay in here. What I initially anticipated to be a short trip has grown to be a major one–and it is still an ongoing one. There is an enormous number of skills and lessons I’ve learned thus far that have shaped me
3rd of October. A month that carries a certain energy from the first day. Anyway, on to our topic for this evening. I noticed that my energy has started shifting since yesterday. I noticed that I have not been ‘present’ all this time. I brought the void wherever I went. I had zero representation, which
It’s the 27th of September, 2025. I remember the first time I started journaling here… It was July 2023. I don’t mean to exaggerate, but this is not where I imagined I’ll be. At some random bookstore’s cafe in London, taking care of my father who is hospitalized (He’s getting much better), and being waist-deep
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